無限の土曜日

Saturdays... heh~! XD

Saturday, one of my favorite days, aside from there are lots to look in the Internet like Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Shugo Chara Party! Episodes, there’s manga as well… depends on what will be out of course, I slept quite late last night, cause i have been hooked on watching Queen Seon Deok and also i have made Kiku undergo two rebirths. I went home by 3 in the morning, and Mom was bitching the hell out of me.

This morning, when i woke up, she still keeps on bitching me on why do i have to go to Raul’s Netshop just to surf the net and play, but before that… Allow me to ask you, if you have something to do in the Internet whether if it’s playing or researching, can you surf in the Internet on a Laptop that has no WiFi!? (Wireless Fidelity). Oh! Oh! and can you also surf the net without an internet connection!? You know… I have been keeping on explaining these matters to my Mother, bot no matter how hard i tell her about it, the more she keeps her brain on her own beliefs! So i might admit, i’m playing… SO WHAT!? Can i ask you guys!? Which is better!? is it just happily surfing and playing on the net!? or giving some not-so gool looking guys a good ****-*** in a dark corner!? (sorry, the asterisk are pretty explicit to tell.. but just run your minds on whatever it is, and you might get it!). In the back of my mind, i was thinking, maybe taking drugs, or raping someone or doing something illegal could make her regret that she can wish that she should’ve let me do the things i want, than doing this.

I know that most parents, deeply regret when they saw their child in the wrong path of life, and they could just think that, how they wish they let their children see the world the way they want it to see, not the way our parents wants us to see… Forgive me if this blog turned out to be a post of hatred, i just can’t contain it anymore. I just have to write if off, otherwise… I might do something which i never imagine i can.

I was just wondering, why does Mom always gets on my way on being happy!? Why can’t she just let me do things as most of you guys do. At my fucking age of 29, why does she have to Prohibit me about playing online games, watching anime series, reading manga, drawing anime characters that i want to be!? What’s wrong with those things i love to do!? Is it a sin to have those kinds of hobbies and past times!? Why i can’t see anything wrong with it when it comes to other people?! why does she have to apprehend me all the fucking time!? Why does she have to burn all the artworks i made!? Can’t she see that every page of a paper that i have a drawing on it, and when she burn it, she’s also burning a fragment of my humanity!? I know most of you might see me as “nonsense” on this matter, but whatever i draw, it’s always been me, the “me” that i have been, the “me” that i want, and the “me” that i want to look like.

I just don’t understand why is she doing this to me!? Does taking everything and forbidding me to do my will really make her happy!? I tried reasoning out to her, which leads to longer arguments. When she will keep quiet, all i know was she understands me, but in the end, she keeps on insisting her own “shallow and nonsense thoughts”. I left home without eating anything, since im so full, full of having a dose of Blah, blah from Mom.

It’s pretty surprising for me that i managed to attend my CSCI17 Lab early, our exercise was quite tough, i didn’t made it, i still keep on watching Queen Seon Deok while waiting for Sir Delin to pass us the activity. I also dropping by at the IT Lab from time to time to check on Sir Niño ❤ hee hee hee~! We got a short chat, and then i left, cause i have to go back to my class. Then i dropped by the shop and hanged again there, the rumors might be true, when Kevin greeted Clyde a while ago, he got a good trash-talking from Clyde, i talked to Clyde after that, and well… I think Clyde understands the point.

We attended PHYED04 Class, which was delayed cause we lacked of rooms, cause some 1st Years are using it to practice for a dance, so we have to use Room 402. We got a news that we won't be having a swimming ever! That's a relief! Now, i can spend the 200 kickback the way i want! hee hee hee~!

Saturday, and i guess… I'll be going home with Kenneth tonight, i wonder where is he!? XD

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