判決月曜日

*sigh* of all the things you done, didn't you think you're the first one who judged other people first!?

Monday, It’s such a day to start a week. As always, i broked my self-swear about attending my Chemistry Class regularly when finals approached, too bad that i didn’t… Thanks to my Mom for stressing me over her Monthly Remittance Report for Shemalife (see Here for details. I just hanged out in the canteen at the edge of the street, ate my breakfast, and went on in my next classes.

After attending my Comp02, Math04 Classes, i dropped by the shop. Anyways, i’m dropping by the shop from time to time, and i saw Yuuji Maws, and Sam playing, they greeted me, Kuya Ian was alone at the shop this morning, Ate May Anne followed this noon.

I hanged out myself in the shop, and we done some rebirths on our characters in Baby Ran EN3. So far, Sam is the highest, cause she’s already at her 40th Rebirth.

Yuuji approached me, and we talked alot of things, from what happened last saturday, till the breaking news… About that breaking news, i don’t think i’ll be wanting to post that anymore, i just want to keep quiet at the moment… I don’t want to be the one who will incinerate everything, cause i know… I will end up winning again on someone who do not know what goes inside her mind, she really don’t get her lessons.

I talked about that matter to Ate May Anne, and well… as usual, i’m very thankful that she’s there to listen to all my damn complains, and she gives opinions on how she sees things, and well… We see both things clearly and “vastly”.

Also, i have received a message from Pearly (My School Mom) and she conforms, that her and Sammy (My School Dad) has declared a cool-off. I felt sudden pain, i just don’t know why. I wish i can talk these matters to both of them, but they seemed to be so distant to me, She’s in Manila, and He’s around but, i seldom talk to him, due to our differences in schedules.

Today, i have decided on several things again, i think i have to raise my “Defense Mechanism” again… I’m too tired of being hurt, my body and heart feels so numb of feeling it… I’m really sick of always listening to words that even “dogs can’t chew” that was always been saying on my back, i have done no wrong, i’m just a friendly neighbor around town, why should i have to get hurt while befriending people!? why does she have to hurt my friends!? What have they done wrong to you!?

I don’t feel mad at the moment, that knowing what she said about the people who left her side. Maybe it’s about time to think that there might be something wrong about you, don’t think that there’s something wrong about us. We did not judge you, we tried to understand you, we tried to get close to you, but all you have to do is, throw us away by showing us how bad your side is, then you’ll act as innocence as a sheep… (yeah… a sheep’s clothing, clothed by a wolf that is).

As always, i’m really weak in Math Subjects, i have seen the result of my Pre-Final Exam on MATH04 and talk about PHAIL! XD anyways i think, i have made up for my CSCI17 today, 54/60, that’s something i can be proud of! Hee hee hee~!

I’m looking forward on what’s next for tomorrow!? How i wish i could pass MATH05, NSCI01, COMP02, and PHYED04, i don’t think i’ll be mentioning ENGL04, cause we’re default there, passed by default, since Sir Mercurio did not let us take the exams there, talk about less stress~!

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. azia
    Mar 01, 2010 @ 14:14:50

    default pala hah….hahahahah….englo4? ehehhe..

    Reply

  2. ライル 先輩
    Mar 02, 2010 @ 09:18:41

    Oo, ganun tlga! sinong mag aakala na may exam tayo kanina buer bad trip!

    Reply

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