あまり悲観的な土曜日

Just when i thought that this day will be so down,. cause i haven’t seen most of my friends at school, plus i’m late for the CSCI17 Class on Sir Delin (sorry~! XD). i think the reason why i didn’t see them is because of last night’s event, Mr. and Ms. CSS, most of them might made and opportunity to make it as an excuse of not going OR not having classes for tomorrow, since it’s weekend, and pretty boring day for a class (seriously, i agree! XD).

I went in the shop, and i just saw Kuya Ian opening the shop, according to him, Ate May Anne will follow shortly, i started my usual day of handling the customers in the counter, vend my character in Baby Ran, and well… get along with my shop friends, Kevin did not attend school today, cause he’s been babysitting his little brother at home. So we spend the whole day at the shop, before we know it, Ate May Anne arrived, she really knows on how to make such a gloomy day into something fun! She have a big roll of Custard Cake with her (i almost mistook it for her arm! XD joke Ate May Anne) well… knowing it was from Red Ribbon, i know it was Oichi! =3 that time, Yuuji, Sam, Maws, Eunize, Shulammite, Rogel, and Russel were invited inside, i was like about to invite Alex and the others, but i don’t think that the space in the back could hold us all there, we had fun eating the cake actually, and we made fun of Shulammite for finishing the entire cake, there’s “Drink” afterwards, they had Matador behind, i didn’t drink that much, Kenneth was also forced to drink cause “they” forced us to do so, and i was like so sucked up on watching Queen Seon Deok in youtube (i liked the story XD).

Kenneth and i went home early today, oh how i missed this time in weekends, that we can go home together, cause we can talk more, and we can have fun just the two of us, it’s not that i’m pointing my nose that i don’t want Boris and the others around, actually, i really, really missed the entire gang going on malls, eating outside, and hitting the arcade. But i don’t think that we’re doing that now, cause we’re going home in different schedules, not like the usual walk the way from school to pacific to hit the arcades the walk to the center and ride our way home, till i’m the only one left.

I realized something, it’s about something i should have done before… the thing is, i’m scared… i don’t know on how to start a conversation, i don’t know how will it turn out, i’m scared of the negative outcome, i’m scared that i’ll be hated more…

Seriously, i don’t have any idea how can i smile at times like this, that deep inside, i know… we’re both suffering, i wish that i can get to talk to you, you know who you are… i won’t bite (of course!) i just wished you can just listen to me, that will be enough, whether you still mad at me or not…. it’s up to you….

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